I will never forget this day of my life.
I realized today a number of realities.
what happend today is that we got informaion that we have to select TAP (Training and Placement) member from among our stream,computer science! In the beginning i said to my best friends Pandey,Pj and Rj that i am not going to nominate!My friends told me that u can do well as TAP member and u can perform uncomparable for the same.yes i am so lucky that i have friends who feel so confident on me.But the situation outside was different(ofcourse thre's always some surprise keeps awaiting for you).Five students nominated!!No doubt every nominee was someone's frnds.
I was not the first choice for many of them.During the discussions i was given wrong remarks about my chances of emerging as a winner by few of my batch mates!(soon we found they lied!!)this is called politics my friend!!!!!!!!!!
The same group of my batch mates have no problem with their loss but they were having problems with my win,they had problem with my group.Y dont our technocrats understand that
making someone tap is not just the matter of frienship rather its the matter of being capable,of being active,of being a good person,of being a real Technocrat.
I will never forget how much effort my three friends gave to provide them with good results in the name of me.I will never forget how we have discussed whole night about our chances,about my support and about future by making a capable TAP.
yes results came and to no surprise i got out of the race.But i got all the votes which i have expected from the real techies having a liberal thinking!
But what i feel really is
"I was better than the people's who got selected and could have served well".
My chances are gone but this question will always revovle in my mind:
Why our good friends about whom neither me nor my group have thought of doing any harm are opposing us?
Why does people does not think by rising above personal matters while selecting someone for responsible job???
Why does people cant see any one happy?Is it a crime to be happy??
Why does my friend rj,pandey and pj helped me till the end?why they are different from others?
Although i lost but i have learned a very big lesson out of it!and the questions aroused in my mind made me realize numerous facts,
I realized how cunning is the world.
I realize how someone's happiness can become curse for other's.
I realized what real friends are!
I realized i am gifted with 3 friends who are like real brother's.
And eventually i realised........"What is Life".
"Defeat is not the worst of failures.Not to have tried is the true failure"
2 comments:
what i found most striking in this topic was the last line - "...."i truly believe pani that u hav got a bitter taste but as i had told earlier also "if u win, it will b a victory for our branch bcoz u hav some edge over others and if u loose, it will b a defeat for our batch mates..." let it go bro. it is bothering u only bcoz u r new to this system (to this hostel life).......it is smthing other than politics which i expect u to understand urself.....if u find some lesson frm it,it has to b - come hard to them who want u to b let down........
hey i can understand how it feels.........u remeber the first year c-hostel.....i was capable...i did things....but still lost beacause of some bloddy politics par tere ko ye bhi pata hoga ki kuch din baad hi ppl realized their mistake.....and it felt good they realized dnt worry let them realize their mistake.......and tu bas wo kar jo tu apne doston batchmates ke liye karna chahta hai tap nahi toh kya hua....u can still do the best.....coz u know u can do the job......u dnt need to be a policeman to stop crime similary u dnt need to be the tap member to good in placements
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